I cry in my mind. Not small ones that silently make their way down my face. No. In my mind I’m screaming. I’m dying. I can’t breathe. A torment I can’t escape. And all the while, on the outside, I’m smiling. Because I’m the girl who doesn’t care. Who laughs off everything.
The sad moment when you realize how alone you actually are. No one ever messages you first or texts you first or anything. So it gets to the point where you don’t want to put in the effort with people who don’t put in any effort for you, so you end up spending your life at home, never going anywhere.
why ride a rollercoaster when you can ride me
Because rollercoasters can actually make me scream.
“GIVE IT SEVEN YEARS AND HE’LL BE GIVING YOU JUST THAT.”
^^ O M F G
^^ TRUTH AT ITS BEST